Dance has became such a major part of my life.. It brought me happiness and made me found the other side of me.. bcos of dance, ive found a world of my own.. and in this world, i'm nt juz the tiny little gal dat you see.. thr's alot more within me.. i am bigger than who i really am.. this is what i want.. i dun care how badly others look at me or gossip behind me.. bcos i'm up on stage doing wad i enjoy doing- dancing, my passion.. No matter how reserved, how introverted, timid or withdrawn i m off the stage, whn i'm up on stage, i'm confident, i dare to perform and i dare to show.. and let the audience noe dat this is my passion, this is wad i want.. i can cast everything aside and no longer have any fears.. it's like i own the stage tgt wif all the other dancers.. i want to rock the stage, 'wow' the audience, make them look at us, cheer for us and applaud for us.. cos dat is wad we deserve.. in dance, i can express myself freely.. it is whr i express my emotions.. whether i'm happy or sad.. i share those moments wif dance.. i went thru all ups and downs wif dance.. this is how much dance has given me.. and how much my passion burns for dance.. do you all evn noe wad is passion? do you all evn noe how it feels like to haf dat passion?

Dance-my passion, my happiness
-my hrt, my mind, my soul
Dancing makes my world go round..

10:59 PM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

Her face smeared with tears
Her heart wounded with love
Her memory etched with the past

whenevr i'm faced with the questions like, "if u know u r going to die, what will u do?", "what will u do on the last day before end of the world", my ans to my frens will be, "i will meet all my frens and loved ones to spend the last few moments tgt.." bcos in my life, my frens and loved ones r the always most important.. it has always been this way evr since i truly know what frenship and love is.. all the way til nw.. but since end of last yr whnevr i'm faced with such questions, the first thing that came to my mind was u.. cos the thing that i would regret my entire life was u.. nt bcos of the r/s nor the love.. but bcos of what that was nv said.. it's really the worst thing to regret for something i haf nv done.. however, evn so, my ans to my frens is always the same as before. it will always be the same- in the past, in the present, evn in the future.. deep down, u r the first.. but u were nv my ans, unless the question states, "if there is only one person that u can meet on the last day of ur life" den only maybe my ans would be u.. bcos i would nv knew if i would haf that courage.. "what if i were to do something impulsive, what wld it be?" i once answered, "i will confess to this person in my hrt.." but evn this impulsiveness has nv given me that courage.. i chose nt to hold u back bcos i dun want u to end up hating me.. that is what i wld nv want.. you made me love until it hurts so bad.. and it hurts so bad cos my feelings were so intense.. but no matter how hurt i m, i cldnt bring myself to hate u.. no matter how bad u wer, i cldnt bring myself to be angry wif u.. to me, ur stil as perfect as how i first knew u were.. ur the first and only person capable of making me fall like this.. ur the first and only person whom i felt i can really rely on.. for the first time, i saw a possibility for a serious lasting r/s.. but i was wrong..

4:03 PM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

a fren who suffered frm muscular dystrophy juz like my bro, had juz passed away on sat.. it was v sudden.. it happened while he was taking part in a soccer(on a wheelchair) competition organized by the organizations for the disabled.. apparently, he collapsed during the game.. perhaps due to too much excitement dat his hrt cldnt take it.. doctors on stand-by tried to save him.. but efforts wer in vain.. people cried on the spot.. especially those children who suffered frm the same condition as him.. it was more than juz sorrow, but oso fear, knowing dat suffering frm such conditions results in shorter lifespans.. wad started out to be a happy event ended with such sorrow.. we kept this matter frm my bro, nt wanting him to worry.. we were nt present, so at least my bro didnt witness it.. my family has nv told him bout his condition leading to a shorter lifespan.. these children haf a lifespan of ard 20 yrs.. depending on the deterioration of their condition.. a few of them haf alr left us evr since we joined the organization.. bcos of muscle contraction and wastage, it doesnt juz affect them in their limbs and body but oso their hrt and lungs.. they can choke on their food easily and it wld oso be v dangerous if they wer to fall sick.. i cried whn i heard the news.. and evn nw whn i typing bout it.. my bro's alr 17.. my family is oso v worried.. how long more are the researchers going take to research on the cure for them? some of these children had alr left.. thr wasnt evn a cure in time to save them.. fate is so cruel to these children.. will thr evr be a miracle? my family will do anything juz to let my brother live longer.. the optimistic lil boy.. forcing himself so hard in his studies.. telling my parents dat going to uni is his mission.. dat he wan to find a gd job to support the family and evn buy a condo for me.. silly boy.. nobody ask him for all these.. the only thing we want is a cure for him and meanwhile, for him to be strong and stay happy..

1:41 AM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

in disney's little mermaid, the little mermaid and the prince lived happily ever after.. but in the true story of little mermaid(reality), besides losing her voice, in order to haf a pair of beautiful legs, she potion dat will make her feel as if a sword is being passed through her.. and whn she recover wif beautiful legs, she will constantly feel like she is walking on sharp swords, and her feet will bleed most terribly.. despite such sacrifices, she didnt marry the prince, cos he is marrying another princess who has been in his hrt all this while.. as a result, little mermaid will turn into sea foam and cease to exist, unless she slays the prince wif the knife her sisters got frm the Sea Witch in exchange wif their long hair, and drips the prince's blood on her feet.. however, little mermaid cldnt bear to kill the prince.. therefore, she dissolves into sea foam but instead of ceasing to exist, she became a spirit bcos of her kind hrt..
sometimes, one makes alot of sacrifices.. but didnt haf a happy ending.. but evn whn things looked all so despair and hopeless.. it may not turn out as bad as u expect it wld haf been..


this love of mine froze at the point whr we still loved.. i continue to love.. my frens my family.. my precious ones including you.. but the hrt nw beats differently unlike how it wld beat for you in the past.. till nw, no one has melted my love.. cos the memories we had is beyond word's description.. but i lived on happily wif this beautiful memories, believing dat one day my hrt will find someone who will make it beat like how it used to beat for u.. p.s my hrt continues to beat for you.. it has nv stopped loving u..

the idealist dream a beautiful world whr bad things will become good and good things last forever.. whr everyone has their own happy ending.. happily ever after..

10:49 PM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

That time we hugged
That time we kissed
That time we held hands
That times i miss
That times i wish
That time to freeze
That time we loved
Now memories

1:28 PM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

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Little life.Little heart.Little soul
Little love.Little sweet.Little mellow
-Ervinna Leong-

Peanut
17 June 1989
Gemini

♥ CHEESE!!
♥ Macadamia
♥ Chocolates
♥ Desserts
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Roses
♥ Dogs
♥ Little Children
♥ Dance
♥ Singing
♥ Piano, Guitar, Electone Organ
♥ Rollerblade, bball, ice-skate, pool, bowling
In overall, i love music & sports
♥ My frens and families
♥ Beautiful clothes =P

xI HATE POLITICS!!
xconflicts
xbackstabbers
xroutines
xDUN JUDGE ME!! I DUN LIKE DAT!!!
xDUN LOOK AT ME FRM ONI UR PT OF VIEW
xDUN JUMP INTO CONCLUSIONS

~MY GUARDIAN ANGEL
my happiness =D ~FREEDOM!!
~a cure for my bro's muscular dystrophy
~my frens and loved be happy and healthy-to be able to find their own happiness as how they defined it to be
~electone teaching grade
~big appetite for me to grow =P