UNLUCKY me.. gt to noe BU YAO LIAN(SHAMELESS) de 'HOUSEFLIES'.. who constantly pester me few times a day.. evn aft ignoring, dat person can still go on and on.. OVERCONCERN FREAKS ME OUT!!! i dun nid dat.. evn coincidence, they think is fate or think dat i purposely looking out for them.. THEY THINK TOO MUCH.. ain't dat disgusting?? scold them still dun wake up.. alr gave chance and they dunno how to treasure.. i think oni DESPERATES r lidat.. i noe they may read my blog.. THEY CAN READ ALL THEY LIKE... BEST if they SEE THIS POST!!! if things lidat repeat agn, den SHOO SHOO, OFF U GO!!!

12:41 AM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

i really wanna forget, can i? these memories were special.. so were u.. everything's different.. u're different.. but the outcome is still the same.. u're right.. i'm strong and i will move on.. no matter how badly i broke down, eventually i'll still pull myself tgt.. in fact i'm moving on.. but i juz dunno if i'll evr step into another r/s.. yes, like u said, i been thru 3 or 4 r/s.. but haf i told u dat i'm tired of stepping in and out of a r/s? i juz wan to settle down.. settle down meaning being stable on my own or being in a stable r/s.. i wan peace.. i'm no longer bothered by the fact whether u disappear frm my life.. but y is the flame still burning inside me? if i see u agn, maybe my hrt will race.. maybe i shiver like how it happened whn i meet u aft dat confession.. like how it always happened whn im nervous, whnevr i run into u aft the 'brk up'.. i guess i can oni say everything is confusion.. frm the pt whn we kissed.. im alr confused.. but i guess its my feelings dat gave me the strength and the faith.. i nv knew i'd fall so deeply.. i asked u out to talk despite being aware dat its nt possible.. y? only bcos i still had feelings for u.. i've always been following my feelings.. but i guess it's time i learn how to follow my mind.. i read a book that made me luff.. it talked bout the five stages of dating.. wahaha..

stage 1: attraction- challenge of finding the opportunity to express dat attraction to the potential partner.

stage 2: uncertainty- feeling of attraction shifted to the feeling of uncertainty towards whether the person is the right one.

stage 3: exclusivity- dating the person exclusively, relax and sharing time wif ur partner.

stage 4: intimacy- letting down our guard and sharing more deeply than b4.

stage 5: engagement

the book was ultimately trying to say dat without the understanding of these stages and how men and women react differently to these stages, it is easy for the man to drift and for the woman to make the mistake of pursuing a man more than he is pursuing her.. sounds familiar.. =X my fren always asked me dat qns.. y im the one pursuing.. lol.. on top of that, man and woman may mistakenly conclude dat they r juz too different to proceed.. haha.. interesting book huh? but i haf yet to finish reading..

p.s omg!!! ervinna actually reads??!!!

10:47 AM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

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Little life.Little heart.Little soul
Little love.Little sweet.Little mellow
-Ervinna Leong-

Peanut
17 June 1989
Gemini

♥ CHEESE!!
♥ Macadamia
♥ Chocolates
♥ Desserts
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Roses
♥ Dogs
♥ Little Children
♥ Dance
♥ Singing
♥ Piano, Guitar, Electone Organ
♥ Rollerblade, bball, ice-skate, pool, bowling
In overall, i love music & sports
♥ My frens and families
♥ Beautiful clothes =P

xI HATE POLITICS!!
xconflicts
xbackstabbers
xroutines
xDUN JUDGE ME!! I DUN LIKE DAT!!!
xDUN LOOK AT ME FRM ONI UR PT OF VIEW
xDUN JUMP INTO CONCLUSIONS

~MY GUARDIAN ANGEL
my happiness =D ~FREEDOM!!
~a cure for my bro's muscular dystrophy
~my frens and loved be happy and healthy-to be able to find their own happiness as how they defined it to be
~electone teaching grade
~big appetite for me to grow =P