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4:44 PM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

until today, did i den realize.. dat all this while ive been blindly running aft it.. dat it no longer exist to dat person.. yet im still running aft it.. i didnt noe aft all these yrs.. it oni meant this much.. dat this is actually the furtherst we can go.. im v upset for the way i m.. and i tot u noe.. but i guess nt.. perhaps its really the limit..

1:55 AM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

i ran for it as hard as i cld.. sometimes so hard dat i felt like a zombie, like im nt me.. den whn i noe the reason y i cldnt reach it.. i stopped running aft it.. i walked.. letting it keep its distance frm me.. cos if dats wad best, den i'll accept it.. but each time whn i remind myself nt to run aft it for dat reason, i began to feel dat reason becoming more and more like an excuse.. Does It really worth so little dat a stupid reason can simply defeat it.. y m i the only one running aft it? me too, went thru the pain.. but the precious and good, happy things about It kept coming to me.. nv once had i let go of It.. nv once had i sacrifice nor will sacrifice It for anything else.. It has always been b4 the others.. i did wad i can.. i did wad i shld.. i really dunno wad else can i do.. or perhaps i shld walk in the opposite direction..

1:24 AM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

competition and lunchtime is ovr.. but had nv expected everything to end so soon.. was hoping to get into comp finals but we didnt.. neither did vollaz.. haiz.. me and one of my dancemate kept sighing aft we gt the results.. its a pity we didnt gt in.. back hm, i brk the news to my mum.. it feels empty.. and partly bcos i was tired i tend to go into a daze, making mum think dat i cldnt gt ovr it.. but i guess its ok.. come to think of it, its v sad we didnt gt in.. but aftall winning is nt the most impt thing in a competition, but the exposure and bond.. perhaps nt getting into finals isnt dat bad a thing aftall.. at least nw our schedules wldnt be so hectic like b4.. juz this morning, my parents and i decided to go ipoh for a vacation.. how last min.. driving thr to spend our time thr ovr the wkend.. leaving in a couple of hrs more.. hope this vacation can help me charge back my battery a little.. gtg..

7:38 PM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

what is wrong with me? why am i lidat? i didnt want it to be lidat de.. juz wan to say sorry.. sorry for being so oblivious to ppl's tots and feelings.. i really didnt mean it.. i juz dunno y issit dat whn i feel one way yet i made u all feel the other.. it juz sucks.. really sucks.. stupid..

1:31 AM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

ooh!! my appetite has grown.... I guess it happened since the day i went to sakae sushi for dinner wif a fren.. i kept ordering and ordering cos i love the food thr so much.. dat end up the entire meal cos us 90++.. evn the waitress was shocked at the amount of plates we accumulated.. her eyes and mouth were literally wide open.. haha.. den the second gluttony was was a steamboat wif my family.. gyoza, cuttlefish, pork belly, beef, golden mushroom, prawns, fishcake beancurd, fuzhou fishball.. oooh.. yummy!!! first to start and last to leave.. everyone stopped eating except for me.. evn until half an hr ltr i was still at the table enjoying my food.. and i finished everything on the table!! wahaha.. but dats nt all.. aft awhile i had craving for ice-cream dat i bought earlier dat day!!! ahh!! so i gt myself a cone of ice-cream.. den two days ltr.. went to celebrate pew's bday.. had steamboat agn!! haha.. at j-pot whr everyone will haf a personal pot to themselves.. so cool rite? den can cook and eat until u SHIOK!!! den towards the end, everyone complained "full" except for me.. i evn help terrence to eat part of his share.. wahaha!! all these sumptous meal is really making my appetite grow.. nw, normal meals r nt enuf for me.. the day b4 ytd.. whn i was having lunch, i was alr thinking of burger king for dinner.. wah!! den ytd during dinner, i was craving for pies, pastries and cakes!! so i phoned my mum and gt her to gt some pie frm northpoint.. i actually wanted to ask her to gt some cakes and pastries frm other shops too but dat wld be too troublesome for her.. immediately aft i hung up the phone, i called her back agn to tell her dat i want one pie for supper and one for brkfast the nxt morn.. which means she haf to buy more.. nt too long aft, i tot bout potato chips.. so i called the third time(eeks..).. my mother asked me,'r u planning to eat until we bankrupt?' =P lol.. it really looked as though its such a case.. but nah.. dat amount of food wun be dat great to make us bankrupt lah.. lol.. =X but of cos my mama still buy the potato chips for me.. haha.. and she bought another packet of peanuts.. which i finished within two days.. nw im still having so much cravings.. ppl haf wishlist, i gt foodlist!! haha!!

foodlist:
1. chewy junior
2. yami yoghurt
3. shiling's pork floss egg crepe
4. prima deli's chocolate eclair and pandan fudge cake
5. breadtalk cheeseboat
6. old chang kee's fried squid and gyoza, and gonna try the mushroom chicken puff
7. polar's white cheesy crabmeat pie(cant really rmb the name)
8. delifrance's chicken pie and cheese pie
9. ben and jerry's ice cream
10. bengawan solo's pandan cheese roll
11. j.co's mint chocolate drink
12. andes chocolate
13. beryl's chocolate
14. yummy bites' green bean fritter and banana fritter
15. mr bean's biscuit
16. bubble tea(so many diff flavors i wanna drink)

omg.. this list will definitely increase as i go along.. anytime dat i pass by food dat r tempting...... AHHHH!!!! out comes my monstrosity!!! RAWR!!!! lol..

12:55 AM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

wad the hell!! if thr's anything u r unhappy abt juz speak ur mind lah!! suddenly lidat shoot ppl, u think ppl will listen to u?! it juz make u sound ridiculous oni.. things haf always been this way and nw ur reaction is totally different frm b4.. and u totally didnt mention anything abt it b4, nw u juz flare up.. u really spoil my day.. utter ridicule..

9:15 PM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

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Little life.Little heart.Little soul
Little love.Little sweet.Little mellow
-Ervinna Leong-

Peanut
17 June 1989
Gemini

♥ CHEESE!!
♥ Macadamia
♥ Chocolates
♥ Desserts
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Roses
♥ Dogs
♥ Little Children
♥ Dance
♥ Singing
♥ Piano, Guitar, Electone Organ
♥ Rollerblade, bball, ice-skate, pool, bowling
In overall, i love music & sports
♥ My frens and families
♥ Beautiful clothes =P

xI HATE POLITICS!!
xconflicts
xbackstabbers
xroutines
xDUN JUDGE ME!! I DUN LIKE DAT!!!
xDUN LOOK AT ME FRM ONI UR PT OF VIEW
xDUN JUMP INTO CONCLUSIONS

~MY GUARDIAN ANGEL
my happiness =D ~FREEDOM!!
~a cure for my bro's muscular dystrophy
~my frens and loved be happy and healthy-to be able to find their own happiness as how they defined it to be
~electone teaching grade
~big appetite for me to grow =P