a fren who suffered frm muscular dystrophy juz like my bro, had juz passed away on sat.. it was v sudden.. it happened while he was taking part in a soccer(on a wheelchair) competition organized by the organizations for the disabled.. apparently, he collapsed during the game.. perhaps due to too much excitement dat his hrt cldnt take it.. doctors on stand-by tried to save him.. but efforts wer in vain.. people cried on the spot.. especially those children who suffered frm the same condition as him.. it was more than juz sorrow, but oso fear, knowing dat suffering frm such conditions results in shorter lifespans.. wad started out to be a happy event ended with such sorrow.. we kept this matter frm my bro, nt wanting him to worry.. we were nt present, so at least my bro didnt witness it.. my family has nv told him bout his condition leading to a shorter lifespan.. these children haf a lifespan of ard 20 yrs.. depending on the deterioration of their condition.. a few of them haf alr left us evr since we joined the organization.. bcos of muscle contraction and wastage, it doesnt juz affect them in their limbs and body but oso their hrt and lungs.. they can choke on their food easily and it wld oso be v dangerous if they wer to fall sick.. i cried whn i heard the news.. and evn nw whn i typing bout it.. my bro's alr 17.. my family is oso v worried.. how long more are the researchers going take to research on the cure for them? some of these children had alr left.. thr wasnt evn a cure in time to save them.. fate is so cruel to these children.. will thr evr be a miracle? my family will do anything juz to let my brother live longer.. the optimistic lil boy.. forcing himself so hard in his studies.. telling my parents dat going to uni is his mission.. dat he wan to find a gd job to support the family and evn buy a condo for me.. silly boy.. nobody ask him for all these.. the only thing we want is a cure for him and meanwhile, for him to be strong and stay happy..

1:41 AM

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in disney's little mermaid, the little mermaid and the prince lived happily ever after.. but in the true story of little mermaid(reality), besides losing her voice, in order to haf a pair of beautiful legs, she potion dat will make her feel as if a sword is being passed through her.. and whn she recover wif beautiful legs, she will constantly feel like she is walking on sharp swords, and her feet will bleed most terribly.. despite such sacrifices, she didnt marry the prince, cos he is marrying another princess who has been in his hrt all this while.. as a result, little mermaid will turn into sea foam and cease to exist, unless she slays the prince wif the knife her sisters got frm the Sea Witch in exchange wif their long hair, and drips the prince's blood on her feet.. however, little mermaid cldnt bear to kill the prince.. therefore, she dissolves into sea foam but instead of ceasing to exist, she became a spirit bcos of her kind hrt..
sometimes, one makes alot of sacrifices.. but didnt haf a happy ending.. but evn whn things looked all so despair and hopeless.. it may not turn out as bad as u expect it wld haf been..


this love of mine froze at the point whr we still loved.. i continue to love.. my frens my family.. my precious ones including you.. but the hrt nw beats differently unlike how it wld beat for you in the past.. till nw, no one has melted my love.. cos the memories we had is beyond word's description.. but i lived on happily wif this beautiful memories, believing dat one day my hrt will find someone who will make it beat like how it used to beat for u.. p.s my hrt continues to beat for you.. it has nv stopped loving u..

the idealist dream a beautiful world whr bad things will become good and good things last forever.. whr everyone has their own happy ending.. happily ever after..

10:49 PM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

That time we hugged
That time we kissed
That time we held hands
That times i miss
That times i wish
That time to freeze
That time we loved
Now memories

1:28 PM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

my bday was juz ovr the day b4 ytd.. this yr, thr was no cake-cutting.. but still im v happy to haf spent the day wif my frens for a picnic at sentosa, followed by a movie 'Dance, Subaru!'.. every gift dat i received consist of the color pink, my fave color.. haha.. the best part is i received a few surprise calls frm ppl whom i didnt expect wld rmb my bday.. having my hp flooded wif bday msgs and receiving surprise wishes r always the best thing i gt for my bday every yr.. this yr, i had an almost perfect bday..

u may wonder y i use 'almost perfect'..
every yr during my bday, thr's nth more i cld wish for than to haf a great time wif the ppl i love.. i dun nid them to spend so much on my bday present.. Chipping in and buying a simple present is gd enuf.. y go to dat expense? it oni makes me feel pressurized.. and evn someone pestering me for a long time nw wanting to give me a bday present.. i'll oni feel as though i owe u a favour..

to some ppl: if u wan me to b happy, dun gimme anything..
to ppl who truly wans me to b happy: evn if u dun gimme anything, im happy to haf u all..

my bday wish: everyone i love and myself to be happy and healthy.. to find our own happiness and see the smiles on everyone's faces..

6:55 PM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

i'm going crazy.. y issit dat whn i saw u, i stil gt affected?

i read this on my fren's blog: wld u rather love or be loved?

6:08 PM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

Yesterday-Leona Lewis

I just can't believe you're gone,
Still waiting for morning to come
When I see if the sun will rise
And the way that your by my side
When we had so much in store
Tell me what is it all reaching for
When we're through building memories
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for every day
Heaven knows what the future holds
Or at least how the story goes
I never believed until now
I know I'll see you again I'm sure
No it's not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day
One more smile on your face
But they can't take yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last for ever
But it wasn't our destiny
'Cause in my mind we had so much time
But I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strength in the moments we made
I'm looking back on yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we would go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away
They can never have yesterday

1:26 PM

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UNLUCKY me.. gt to noe BU YAO LIAN(SHAMELESS) de 'HOUSEFLIES'.. who constantly pester me few times a day.. evn aft ignoring, dat person can still go on and on.. OVERCONCERN FREAKS ME OUT!!! i dun nid dat.. evn coincidence, they think is fate or think dat i purposely looking out for them.. THEY THINK TOO MUCH.. ain't dat disgusting?? scold them still dun wake up.. alr gave chance and they dunno how to treasure.. i think oni DESPERATES r lidat.. i noe they may read my blog.. THEY CAN READ ALL THEY LIKE... BEST if they SEE THIS POST!!! if things lidat repeat agn, den SHOO SHOO, OFF U GO!!!

12:41 AM

Music Is The Beat Of My Heart

itsy-bitsy-bits-of-life.blogspot
Little life.Little heart.Little soul
Little love.Little sweet.Little mellow
-Ervinna Leong-

Peanut
17 June 1989
Gemini

♥ CHEESE!!
♥ Chocolates
♥ Desserts
♥ Sunflowers
♥ Dogs
♥ Children
♥ Dance
♥ Singing
♥ Piano, Guitar, Electone Organ
♥ Rollerblade, bball, ice-skate, pool, bowling
In overall, i love music & sports
♥ My frens and families
♥ Beautiful clothes =P

xI HATE POLITICS!!
xconflicts
xbackstabbers
xroutines
xDUN JUDGE ME!! I DUN LIKE DAT!!!
xDUN LOOK AT ME FRM ONI UR PT OF VIEW
xDUN JUMP INTO CONCLUSIONS

~MY GUARDIAN ANGEL
my happiness =D ~FREEDOM!!
~a cure for my bro's muscular dystrophy
~my frens and loved be happy and healthy-to be able to find their own happiness as how they defined it to be
~electone teaching grade
~big appetite for me to grow =P